Pues pensé que antes de empezar un nuevo año sería bueno acabar con lo empezado... estas letras que a continuación vienen las escribí en julio de 2008 pero entonces me sentí demasiado avergonzado para publicarlas aquí porque estaba muy triste, así pues lo dejé olvidado en un rincón de la computadora... ahora digo que las cosas finalmente se ponen en su lugar y pues mejor que aquí se quede antes de que me sienta demasiado tonto para admitir lo mucho que me importaba...
El amor es cosa rara, como esto que dibujé y luego tuve que borrar también:
Draw & Erase
i. sing me
i gotta buch of melodies
my guitar and paperclips
come and take the rest
it's not much but draw it
a song that sing songs
i know it sounds stupid
but you know i'm stupid
and if not, now you know
so sorry for being not honest
but i feel
the city was broken
so i'll stick the pieces
of the streets
and the places
when i wander
i know it sounds crazy but
well, you know i'm crazy
vampires and spiders
my friends
a piano, my drawings
flies, some dishes
i don't need anything
take it all
sell it or burn it
without you
a song that sing songs
i'm a song
that sing songs
of the streets
and the places
when i wander
of the streets
and the places
when i wander
ii. the f song
this
isn't the last song
that
i'm gonna write you
but i'll take this chance to
admit i
thought
that you'd stay
long
and though
i scare your explanations
i...smile
and so, if any day
you
decide
and come back
tell me your secrets
i'll be kind
be gentle and tender
and i'll count your freckles
staring at those to be uncover
especially
cause even though i cried your explanations
and even though you left me
i...can smile
i...can laugh
i see you above and behind
and i wrote this to forgive you
forgive yourself now
i...smile and it's because I love you
iii. who puzzles
kiss me, boy
do it: now
bite my lips
don*t be fool
dum dum dum
turn it on
come and play,
drive the car:
look at me
i'm afraid too
but i*ll stay...
uh uh uh
who*s this guy i kiss
as my heart becomes a ship
what*s this place i see
as his hands wave in the sea
oh oh oh, who?
puzzle me
i*ll clutch you
boy, be kind
sorta love
da da da da da
we can talk
and then snog
lala lala
six *o* clock in the morning
and we*re still
oh oh oh
who*s this guy i kiss
as my heart becomes a ship
what*s this place i see
as his hands wave in the sea
who uh uh
who uh uh
who?
iv. andy
ouh andy andy ouh
why hold on to the past?
and andy was the first to know
but he tried to keep it hidden well
if only he could see himself as others see
if only we all could
ouh andy andy ouh
why don't you say the true?
ouh andy andy ouh
i wish we all could win
andy andy andy
i hope you miss me too
and he said yes too soon
and he said no too late
and he said sorry too much
and he said whatever too
and he said i'm not ready too
and he said i'm crazy
ouh andy andy
you're a fool
andy andy ouh
you're a lier
ouh andy andy
you're an egoist
andy andy andy ouh
you're so selfish
you burned my soul
iv.i praga
quiero que te sepas
dibujado
y retratarte
un color distante
tengo que inventarlo
casi transparente
ver de cerca
los vectores
la fracción
de un momento
y tu espalda
es el plano
trazo pleno
círculos perfectos
y tus manos
escalarme
líneas
una figura
estrecha
perspectiva
marca
la mirada
prospectando
el silencio
ilustrando
manteniendo
el sentido
ya no puedo
escribir no
estirar
mis manos
el rostro
tinta
que perfila
tu sonrisa
perfecta
y
contenida
